“Being a Warrior is not about the act of fighting. It's about being so prepared to face a challenge and believing so strongly in a cause that you are fighting for that you refuse to quit.”-Richard Machowicz
Do you think you are a warrior? Do you think you can be a warrior? Of course you have a warrior in you, we all do. At some point in our life we will become that warrior, in someone else's eyes. We will step up and be the fighter, the hero, the warrior, it will not be difficult, it will happen quite naturally for you. Because, that is what happens when we are called to serve our purpose in life. We become a warrior in the heart of the people whom we love.
Christopher my son became my warrior he was the reason I could do what I had to do every single day. He helped me struggle through my minutes, my hours my days, my weeks and my years. It Is not an easy task to watch someone you love die. It is not an easy journey to walk as you can imagine. However, Christopher was the warrior on our journey he was the one that help me to keep walking this journey every single minute of the day with “a heart of kindness.” With his heart, his brave heart, he helped me walk this journey. Now you may be wondering how could he do this? How could he be so giving, when he was dying? How could he not be angry? How could he not just be the epitome of anger?
He was on a warriors journey he was here to show us what real love was all about. He was here to teach me love, compassion, understanding and what genuine love was all about. When I say love real love, I mean not the love you receive from someone that is out the door when you do not conform to their needs. But, the real deep love you may only receive when you love yourself deeply. When you can be honest within your own heart. When you can love yourself so deeply that you can show someone else the same unconditional love without any expectations or attachments to the outcome of the situation. You are there 100% for them no-matter what the situation is that you find yourself in.
I found my hero in Christopher and I am positive that he found his warrior in me. I know that he loved me deeply because, he was the reason that I climbed out of bed every single day and put one foot in front of the other to keep going after his death.
It was hard to breathe, it was hard to put my feet on the floor and thank God my higher power for this day. However, I did it because Christopher taught me to love deep and he taught me the power of true love and compassion. You cannot find this love anywhere but, deep down inside your own heart, you must first leave your mind and go into your heart to discover who you are. And ask yourself the hardest questions you may ever have to ask yourself, about your integrity and who you really are. What am I here to do in this lifetime? But, most of all who am I really? What is my purpose on this earth? I could not believe in myself enough, to know honestly, how I was going to walk this journey with my child. His journey of a lifetime, how was this ever going to happen? The answer to this question Christopher had the love for both of us; he was teaching me every single day about love, hope, compassion, faith, he was teaching me to be a warrior, a brave heart. Christopher was my heart of kindness. He taught me how to keep on keeping on, even with all the obstacles and challenges in the way. He taught me to believe in me, even when no one believed in me. He taught me that people have an agenda in life and sometimes it can and will clash with your agenda. It does not mean that you have to conform to their agenda. It means you can rise up, face the challenges that people put in front of you and keep going on your journey of life. It means we all have choices in life we all have a path to walk the choices are ours to make and we can choose what path to take; with the path we choose we will have challenges and sometimes the challenges we face, we will not like. However, the warrior in you will always find an opportunity in every challenge you just have to walk your path, your journey of choices to find your opportunity even though you have no idea where your journey of life will take you on the path you are walking.
You take your love in your heart, you take your hope, you take your compassion and you find you will meet someone in your life that will give you your purpose for the path you are walking. On that path you chose, you will find a million challenges and the challenges are your opportunities for the future.
This is how I was able to write the book “A Heart of Kindness” I walked the journey of a lifetime with Christopher (his story) I chose this path and I loved him unconditionally he was my child of hope, love and compassion who never ever gave up on me and I was not ever going to let him give up on himself. He was my challenge and I was his and we both found our opportunities in that little flicker of hope for a new tomorrow.
Christopher did not die he is right here in “A Heart of Kindness” in
my heart and this book and everything I continue to do in my life. In my challenges and opportunities he is in my heart, he is “A Heart of Kindness.”
“Be kind to yourself always.”
Go into your heart and discover who you really are, I am sure you will find you have “A Heart of Kindness” all of your own.
“Kindness matters for our self-growth, it helps us heal.-”Wendy Comeau
Wendy B. Comeau